Ta dAh~~

Ok I know I havent been blogging about it.. but my life have been pretty boring..
Nothing much have happen.. except for playing exceptionally bad in OCC Ladies Open.. Dont know why it always have to happen on Ladies Open.. I have not play anything more than 76 for the past presvious 10 rounds.. Until I play a competition.. I sucks big time..

Although I try to convice myself that its cos I am sick. but still shottin 39 and 48 is just stupid.. sigh.. anyway... My ankle have not recovered.. sickening.. Went to the doctor for 5 times.. n finally got some improvements.. I just have to stop stressing my ankle.. next week I can start practising again I hope.

Well.. you guys might not believe it.. but I havent been out clubbing since forever.. ok ok. maybe just 1 month.. haha but its quite a long time for me.. Just dont feel like going out and I am just so tired everytime.. My favourite past time now is.. Chill and Relax at home watching Mike He Jun Xiang.. Seriously.. He is my soul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okok.. I am exagerating things.. but He is good..

hmm... deleted a few numbers from my phone.. mostly idiots.. who dont keep their promises and no point being friends with.. No more being miss Nice girl and be Nice to them.. its pointless.. If they can't be bothered with the friendship we use to treasure or friendship I try to maintain.. then FUCk ThEm.. Cos I know I deserve better.. Lots better.. Don't need people in my life who dont treasure me for who I am.

I am grumpy man.. I am so sick right now.. sore throat and my nose is like a running tap.. sigh.. sigh.. sigh.. I been thinking about alot.. about relationships, about life.. n lots of other things.. n i come to a conclusion that I don't think I will get married.. It's like.. a nice so many guys who wife is soo beautiful.. I am serious like.. they are either ex models or air stewardess.. but they still go out and cheat on their wife.. why? Why men can't be satisfy with what they have and wat they chose? I am so scared I will have to go through it in future.. so I might as well don't get married.. so there will be less expectation and less hurt ... NO Guys in the planet is worth it.. Yet we still need them.. FAn Jian i suppose.. Life goes on..

Who really cares anyway? Everyone is too wrapped up in their own happiness to notice me. How long can I take it? I am so tired.. Everyday I wake up.. I just feel totally meaningless.. sad.