Just came back from 2 days of golf in Malaysia. I WON! yay.. with Crappy scores.. Oh wells.. I could have shot 90 both days and win so nothing to be proud of really.. haha.. Feeling Super sick!

I think I got a slight stomach flu.. Still feeling no appetite and the world is pretty much spinning.. yes it feels like a 24 hour hang over.. haha.. I swear I nearly fainted on the last hole.. I couldn't stand properly and I nearly fell.. Oh wells.. I survived.. It was the worst car ride home though.. It feels like u r really really drunk trying not to puke in the car and taking a taxi ride home.. except that u r concious and the ride home is 1 hour away.. Feel my pain? GOOD!

I only won a Golf bag and a Trophy so.. yer.. I thought I would have got something better like wat I got last year, 2 nights free stay at Phuket.. oh well.. I hate the shower at Legends.. I don't use to but now I do.. cos u see.. Legends is getting the outdoor shower concept and they have pebbles on the shower floor and got a small garden behind.. I thought It was pretty cool until I see Slugs. ewww.. thinking of it make me sick.. maybe its why i feel sick.. Maybe I was too stress about them.. haha.. NAw..

Sigh.. I miss Brad.. I really really do.. LIke I never thought it will be this bad ya know.. its like only been 6 days.. I never thought it would be so hard to not think about him.. but I am wrong.. All I can think of (apart from golf and how to get some money for our anniversary) is HIM! I know its silly but I dun even know if he misses me. Does he need to miss me so its worth it for me to miss him? I know.. I am just being stupid.. and I am crazily missing him and crazily in love with him..

*I am confusing myself constantly*