Just came back from 2 days of golf in Malaysia. I WON! yay.. with Crappy scores.. Oh wells.. I could have shot 90 both days and win so nothing to be proud of really.. haha.. Feeling Super sick!

I think I got a slight stomach flu.. Still feeling no appetite and the world is pretty much spinning.. yes it feels like a 24 hour hang over.. haha.. I swear I nearly fainted on the last hole.. I couldn't stand properly and I nearly fell.. Oh wells.. I survived.. It was the worst car ride home though.. It feels like u r really really drunk trying not to puke in the car and taking a taxi ride home.. except that u r concious and the ride home is 1 hour away.. Feel my pain? GOOD!

I only won a Golf bag and a Trophy so.. yer.. I thought I would have got something better like wat I got last year, 2 nights free stay at Phuket.. oh well.. I hate the shower at Legends.. I don't use to but now I do.. cos u see.. Legends is getting the outdoor shower concept and they have pebbles on the shower floor and got a small garden behind.. I thought It was pretty cool until I see Slugs. ewww.. thinking of it make me sick.. maybe its why i feel sick.. Maybe I was too stress about them.. haha.. NAw..

Sigh.. I miss Brad.. I really really do.. LIke I never thought it will be this bad ya know.. its like only been 6 days.. I never thought it would be so hard to not think about him.. but I am wrong.. All I can think of (apart from golf and how to get some money for our anniversary) is HIM! I know its silly but I dun even know if he misses me. Does he need to miss me so its worth it for me to miss him? I know.. I am just being stupid.. and I am crazily missing him and crazily in love with him..

*I am confusing myself constantly*

Hello! yes I blog back to back 2 days! So proud of myself.. lol..

Well, what did I do today went to play golf at RCC was suppose to tee off at 8:45am and i got on a taxi at 8am thinking that I have plenty of time.. but HOW WRONG AM I.. It took me 50mins to get to RCC and the stupid ride cost me $20.. I definately going on the MRT next time.. geez..

The weather wasnt all that well.. I was praying on the taxi that it will rain so the tee time will be delayed.. but no.. it didnt rain until I get there! damn u! Like.. its freaking Sunny and super crazy rain.. oh well.. I wait till it died down a little then I tee off.. played with 3 guys today from the white tees.. think I did pretty well.. just my long putts are crap.. had 2 birdies and 3 , 3putts.. so I could have do alot better.. Iron aren't feeling that great, but I just practise so hopefully I can pull through the next 8 days of golf... So many days lah.

Well.. I only played 9 holes as I am not feeling that well and its freaking bad weather. It took us 3 1/2 hours to complete the first 9.. so yer.. I came back to Melwood and serve some customer, have lunch and have a 2 hours nap! I havent slept so well for the last 1 week man! so I am happy about the nap =D..

Hopefully we heading home soon cos I have to like wake up at 6am tomorrow! too early :S
Oh oh.. and I spoke to BRad today! hhaa.. as usual I was nervous it took me about 1 hour to have the courage to call him and have a short chat.. haha.. it made my day though.. *happiness*

* Small little things u do make me happy, I Love You*

Sorry for being lazy and not updating my blog.. Just being lazy :)

Lots been happening, me and Brad went to Chiang Mai and play golf.. and he kick my ass.. even though I gave him 2 strokes per hole.. Hmm.. nothing much to do in Chiang Mai though.. on the last day we went to see the temples which is really fascinating.. they are like few hundred years old and I went to pray for my future and got this white string tied around my right wrist for luck! :) At night we went to the Night Safari.. Its definately alot bigger than Singapore's one, but Singapore one is still better.. :) The Musical fountain is also alot better in Singapore lah! :)

Anyway, enough of my Chiang Mai trip.. I am not working at MElwood anymore, and thank god for that.. I mean I love my sisters and all but the shit going around is not funny.. Mum decided to hire her brother and he is a total disaster! He can't get his job done properly and will keep pushing responsibility to other people.. saying that he have to do everything.. BUT HE GET Paid More than anyone of us! The shit thing is Mum kept defending him.. I mean I guess I will defend my sisters as well if I am caught in a situation like that.. Sigh... Poor Jiawen have to go through the torture everyday since she is the oldest she gets most of the shits too.. *hugs*

SO.. Brad been to Australia for the 4th day already.. N I am missing him already :( .... I always look forward to weekends to see him and get my cuddles.. well.. I guess I get to see him during the week as well. but its different! sigh.. I just have to suffer through 3 weekends! that's not alot right! I can DO IT!!! PLus I am in a super sulky mood because I am sooo sick.. Been sneezing alot and I dun have any appetite.. I couldn't sleep even though I had my flu tablets which are suppose to help me sleep!!!.. and I have cramps all night on my left shoulder.... Rarrr... so the whole night was tossing and turning and cramps and tossing and turning! sigh.. I need to push myself to go practise as well as I have a few major tournaments coming up... This weekend I will be in Malaysia playing the Club Championship and the next weekend I will be in Jakarta.. So.. Time will go so quick and I will see Brad again! :)

*remember to give ducky a hug once in a while*