Back from Thailand trip! its lots of fun and I took lots of photos with my new camera! yay! :) Thanks Brad for chipping in ;) Anyway, Brad insisted that I should be blogging about the car accident along BUkit Timah ROad the other day.. What's new? DiCkheads trying to race in a busy road.. Bang.. into the bus and cause a scene.. Fire coming out of the bonnet.. IDIOTs..

Anyway, Thailand was really hot.. Hot hot hot hot hot.. We are mainly doing shopping and went to the night life.. SCARY... they just look at me and start talking Thai to me.. gosh.. me and Brad walking down there makes me feel very weird.. lol.. anyways.. Brought lots of things.. and clothes and seen lots of Lady boys.. eat lots of Yummy food! Best Tom Yam Soup and Green Curry Ever.... hmmm... I will just go back and eat it again n again! yumms.. n its cheap too :)..

We were a little bit more advantourous this time, we took lots of local transportation, like BTS and we even took a bus from the Air port.. pretty cool.. n we went to watch a movie at IMAX... super cool and big and clear.. except that the freaking sound system decided to screw up in the end.. tsk tsk.. we stayed in this hotel call I resisdence.. its small but cosy.. :) if u wanna see more picture u can go to www.myspace.com/jiali_85.. :) HOpe everyone like the pressie I got them ^^.. Ciaoz.

hmm.. so I am busy and busy n busy for the past few days.. therefore it explain why I am not blogging :p.. Or u can pharse it as Lazy as well.. lol..

Anyways, not much been happening, lots of golf and I think I kinda Injured my wrist with a bad grip. Went to a Chinese SenSei on Sunday.. and the conditions today actually worsen... Oh dear.. Hope that its only temporary.. I need to get back to Golf soon. So i SOld my phone for $900.. well.. I mean I really wanna get $1000 out of it.. but I guess I gone from $0 to something.. not so bad.. I really badly wanted a camera.. BUt I dunno if I should get one.. LIke u know. sigh. decisions.. hmm.. wat else.. Went to KTV at Club 97.. I thinks.. Some club la.. its like a live band and Karaoke club.. Had lots of fun with my old frens.. Haven't seen them in months.. Really glad that I went and played Dice and talk crap with them..

Then I proceed to watch Brad Spin at Hideout.. He is as awesome as usual.. I think he is great, Really.. I would say that one of the best... But damn I get jealous, for obvious reason.. .. I am in such a dilema.. O wells.. only get 4 hours sleep before going to work. I am seriously lacking sleep that whole week.. I slept all day on my day off on Sunday! YESS!!! .. So happy, chirpy and lively! lol.. Had a nice day watching tv and like I said went to the chinese Sensei and let him inflict pain on me.. which I seriously regret..

I realise that I am very bad with mixing around people who speak good english generally.. I am super low in confident and SHy when facing them.. I am not Anti-social and I am definately not boring (right?).. Just that I find it very hard to talk when there is loud music, when I am tired and when I totally can't understand the joke and I am too scared to say something cos I am so afraid to get laughed at :( hope u peeps can understand, when I was young I always get laughed at cos of my english speaking skills.. Being laugh at cos I am fat.. and alot of other things.. So I am super sensitive with things like this..

ANyways, early tee off tomorrow and I gonna sleep now.. Or I will regret not sleeping earlier.. Ciaosz..

Ben n Jerry's at work!! Resist the temptation!

I WoN

Yer.. BIGGEsT news!I won JCC LAdies OPen.. :) Its been long but it still feels like a dream for me.. Everytime when I sit down and look at the throphy I think about my playoff.. The feeling I have throughout the whole game is Scary..

All I can hear is my HEartbeat and all I can feel is MY hand couldn't stop shivering... No matter how much confident I gave myself My heartbeat slowed down and Hand still could not stop shivering.. This win means more than anything for me.. SO i am really happy that I won.. haha.. well.. I could have win the first HOle EASILY.. i could have sink my 2nd putt which is 2 feet away from the hole to win.. BUt I am so nervous seriously i feel like the ground is shanking so badly.. lol.. BUt hey i learn from my mistake.. I make sure that I dun make this mistake again after the next few holes.. Par the 2nd and 3rd hole and the last hole to win..

Bee did really well.. She nearly hole the chip for birdie on the 4th hole.. but I made the 2 feet putt to win the game.. I couldn't believe I won until Bee came over and shook my hand.. I was so happy.. MUm is so nervous that she dare not follow me for the last hole.. she said she is worried that she will faint.. haha .. Upon arriving at the club house I ran to my mum and I shed a tear.. I am So SO happy.. Its just amazing..

Still couldn't believe it until They called my name and declared that I am the
2007 JUrong LAdies OPen Champion..
Wow.. :) MY life is filled with unlimited happiness.. All the hard work didn't go down the drain.. I prove to people that I can make it happen.. Incredible :) so.. my weekend is filled with happiness of my win :) WOn a Throphy, A $1000 phone, and a package tour to Chiang Mai! Whooot!! Thanks for the Chocolate from brad and $50 from mum and $20 from Rui.. lol.. ANyway its over now.. I have to focus on my next tournament.. hopefully I am make another win... FOCUS~

Been very tired.. but everything is good.. I hate a certain someone.. but ooh well.. Brad came to the range on sunday and I cook Chicken Parmigiana.. its yumcious... :) *Happiness*

I Love it

Yay! been so busy with GOlf lately and finally got my new clubs and stuff.. think i have mention it.. But I think I need to reshaft my new irons.. sigh sigh.. Hate making wrong decisions.. its so stressful u know.. Oh well.. I learn..

PLay golf with Sister and Dad on Tuesday, was really fun, but at the end of last 3 holes, we r really tired, first from waking up too early and then cos we laughed too much on the Golf Course plus the sun.. so yer It was good.. If I ever gonna die the next day, my dream Group to play Golf with will be my sisters and Dad for sure.. Mum can watch.. lol..

Hmm so wat else... Had a really good sport psychology lesson yesterday at JCC with Drew and gang.. was really interesting and I really do like it alot, if i ever have a chance to study again, that's probably the subject I will study.. but hey! it ain't gonna happen! lol ...

After game today at RCC saw Deng SHan, had a putting challenge with him today and WON!! TAdah.. so Proud of myself lol.. He owe me a drink too lol.. I want a jug of beer!! lol.. Everyone is so tired.. Basically just cos of work and so many things happening.. Oh wells.. I reckon we should go on a holiday!! BALI!!! not gonna happen.. lol.. but I am going Bangkok for a weekend away with Brad.. How exciting! *excitements* So i gonna go now and let my sister work again.. :) ciaoz..

*~ducky power~*

What a slow slow day.. Everything is slow and depressing.. I have stomach cramps and I am in a very irritated mood.. I can't get my thoughts sorted out and I am not as positive as I use to be today.. Freaking freaking not very happy.. Everything happens for a reason.. I shall just not worry about anything.. I shall just ignore everything, just be myself and enjoy myself.. no point worrying abt stupid things.. yer ok done.

Its ok, I dun stay depress things come and go. Somethings and meant to be, somethings are not. I have decided to only eat 1 meal a day.. its sound so impossible right.. ya i KNow.. I will try.. Things that girls are willing to do to look good. haha.. Stupid? yer, who cares anyway :p

RARrhhh... I have to smile.. right now.. Hate being in this mood... I hate being emotionally controlled by unnecessary things. I have to control my thoughts not let my thoughts control me.. I hate myself today.

*I believe in karma, don't steep as low as them*