Been so busy, so many things happen, so many things I wanna say.. But I am sO LAzYyyyeeee .. Let's just focus on the main ones eh..

Played Heritage, could have done alot better.. On the 2nd day I shot 2 under after 10th hole, but my mind decided to screw up.. SO many things have been happening the past few days.. Sometimes I dunno if what I did was right.. If i never say certain things, maybe things doesn't turn out a certain way.. through this year wat I learn most is becareful or wat I say and be sensitive. Think abt the consequences and stuff like that.. Making decisions and all those grow up shit.. I mean its part and parcel or life and I think doing all those will bring me into a whole new level of maturity *level up*. Sometimes somethings must be said, somethings must be done even though the consequences is TERRIble! .. I dunno Sometimes I think I am still self fish in alot of way but I am learning :)

Anyways, enough of those serious thoughts :) My weekend was awesome! filled with lots of cuddles and hugs :) I didn't survived Friday night at HIdeout cos I was way too tired.. Normally I would just say I am ok and keep myself awake, but that night I was totally falling asleep.. had a very decisive day on saturday, we were going to Beach Volley ball, didn't happen cos we decided to sleep throught the afternooon. Then we decided to go to night safari but we woke up too late.. haha.. so lots of decision and not action. =p..

Finally went to Beach Volley on Sunday, wasn't that excited at first, cos its just hot girls in bikini playing beach volley, it's very demoralising u know.. lol.. hate beaches! oh wells, I love myself I love myself... Anyway, its turned out really good.. I even got a Tann YAY!!! well.. we are surrounded by Brazil fans and they are just jerks.. bad sportmanship peeps.. So me decided to cheer for China! So it was pretty good! I was cheering for them and stuff I was really enjoying myself.. We even went for a ride in the Luge! It was awesomely fun! Had such a fun day! AFter sentosa we went to dinner at MArce! Yumness!! love the desserts! then we went for a movie called "Blades of Glory" Awesomely STupid show... but funny :)

Anyways, going Night Safari tonight and Ice cold beer tomorrow. Brad spinning at BBBC on SAturday! SO many happiness this week that it have exceed the happiness meter!! Yay!!

*I woove u*

Flowers Brad gave me.. Obviously Plucked from some bush.

I am Grumps.. Grump grump grump..

Its Friday.. N I am not beside Brad.. Its ok... At least he is having fun over there.. I guess it just make it worst when I am having a fever, Infection in the throat and my right gums are sore cos I think my Wisdon tooth is popping out in a don't seem too good position.. sighness.. I need a hug, I need lots of cuddles (i don't care u owe me millions of cuddles Brad).. I shall go look for my replacement bf.. haha.. just kidding =x

Its time like this I am Self fish and uncontented with every single thing.. I will keep picking negative points from the most perfect picture. I dunno wat I am talking abt.. I am dilusional.. Bahzzzz's

The doctor said I might become like a man if I keep doing so many vigarous excerise in the gym.. NOooo... :( its a long story how it come abt this topic.. But its all good.. Did some Shopping therapy with Brad's $300.. Got him 1 pants, and i think about 4 shirts.. :/ I wanted to get some Billabong shorts but I figured that we can get them at Bangkok really cheap in JUne.. So.. He can wear his old ones until then :) Going to Jurong Point and see if I can get more stuff tomorrow or over the weekends. Its not a burden really. .I enjoy buying things for him from me and not my money! haha..

Oh wells, at least I get to see Brad on Thursday.. and he Gave me flowers for the first time! which he pluck from somewhere.. Seriously.. I dunno if I hsould be angry or happy abt it.. sigh.. n guess wat.. He found his colonge... yes... the one that he 'lost' when we come back from Phuket. He found it at the front pocket of his Baggage.. how absurb.. That just show that u didn't search hard enough! Luckily I haven't got him a new one. .Oh wells.. everything happens for a reason..

*What I don't see doesn't hurt me*

Didn't manage to play golf this morning AGAIN!! sigh.. sigh... tsk tsk..
BEcause of the rain delay and I can't play myself.. therefore I couldn't play.. they have to join me with other flights and according to them they were going to call me.. BUT NOOOoo.. They never call me.. and I end up leaving JCC and leave to Arena early.. Oh and they said my shorts and too short.. wat rubbish... SOme ladies there wear their shorts so short that u can see their ass.. Dun be too happy Brad.. Cos they are like 30 - 40 year old with big ASS!!!!

Anyways, glad that I caught up with some sleep at the sofa :) Ah.. sleep... Things that I would do to just have that extra 15 mins Nap time... NAppppzzzzzz's

After the Lunch crowd I went to Jurong Point and do some shopping... Got some Shorts and Sports Bra.. hmmm... and some flowers for Rui from someone.. I want flowers too.. *HINT HINT* *POKE* Its all good.. its ok.. I can live without flowers :(

Went to gym and did circuit training... not too bad... I am getting fitter!! *shows muscles* and went for a quick sauna.. All n all is good and I should go have dinner now... GOt a 9am class tomorrow so ciaoz~

*I am in a Dilema*

Tiredness...

I am so freaking tired... MY overall day was pretty good except for the stupid taxi driver this morning.. sigh sigh.. I wanted to go Raffles Country Club, he drove me to Raffles Town Club.. n I had to teach him how to use the NETS machine when we reach Arena (I have to cancel my game at RCC).. N its freaking TOO expensive the totally bill is $24 and extra $0.30 cos I have to figure out how to use the nets and teach him how to use it! RArrr..

Oh wells... Lunch wasn't very crowded today but got a $4 tips cos they say the food was excellent and the waitress is so Hot! haha... not.. Oh Forget to tell you guys about Mother's Day... It was really good.. Mum was really happy and she brought her new handbag which I got her to work today.. :) she was all smiles.. Makes our live so much easier and the fact that we love her so much :) ... We had Steamboat for dinner and we surprise her with a Mother's Day Cake and A Rose... I think she was very happy that she had us as her daughter.. Love u mum!

Dad came home today and was really good to see him.. He wanted to give me the BMW bag that i think he really like alot.. I feel very touch.. I mean although its not the style of bag that I would use.. But I would use it just cos of the love.. haha.. *goosebumps*

After Lunch Wen and Rui went for a Sauna and brought back some awesome gifts for me.. MY stinky clothes that I left in the Changing room since SAturday... U see I got a explaination for that.. I was too shock about my fall from the threadmill that I suffer from Short term Memory lost.. yer.. that's it.. :) N I went to gym after they came back.. DId some weights and I think I am getting stronger :D.... Tomorrow will be my circuit training again... bah.. thinking abt it makes me tired.. :p Have to eat healthy man.. its so tough... Eating unhealthy = all the gym work going down the drain.. not good.. So I am gonna get the right food tomorrow and start my diet! Wish me luck peeps.. have a too early start tomorrow.. have to be at JCC at 7:30am.. Glad that I am playing golf than sitting in a office though ;) so CIao..

*muacks Muacks*

Yes.. People mainly laugh at my misfortune when I tell them what happen.. Afterall, falling off a threadmill only happens in cartoons or AMERICA'S FUNNIEST HOME VIDEO. yes.. laugh.. I fell off the threamill.. SO what! I am proud of it... NOT.. It hurts like hell.. It burns whenever I have a shower, and having mum to nagg me! "Put some coconut oil on it" like some miracle medication and makes me smell like a "Ah Neh"

Why why why... careless me.. at least I only get it on my legs and not on my face... So its all good lah... After the incident happen.. I am like the only person sitting on the floor laughin.. haha. its kinda funny though.. really.. OUCH but funny.. Oh wells.. Its times like this that I learn! :)

I am in a grumpy grumpy mood.. Call me Grumps.. It happens once in a while and I am SUper Grumpy the past few days.. reasons? I dunno.. maybe I have been waking up way too early for this week... Not much smiles happening although I am really happy spending time with Brad.... N my period is not here yet! Frustration.. cos I got a constant feeling that is coming but it didnt.. It's very irritable trust ME!

I am so tired now.. and I am still at Melwood.. I have a golf game at RCC tomorrow at 7:30am and a golf game at JCC at 7:45am on Tuesday, 9am Golf lesson on Wednesday and Brad is going to Bali on Friday :( ... Well.. dun get me wrong.. I am very happy that Brad is going overseas and having fun and enjoying himself there.. but I am sad for my own self fish reasons.. BUt I will get over it.. so its all good.. SO what should I do when Brad is away.. hmm... Maybe organise some gathering with my friends... maybe.. I will just practise golf haha... Maybe I will just work at Melwood and miss him! haha.. I am just being silly..

My weekend was good anyway despite the fall from the threadmill.. In fact I am very happy about working at 12pm on Sundays.. Makes my life so much easier... Seriously waking before 9am on weekends is a TASK! Righto, guess I shall stop here and go stone .. SO freaking Tired lah...

*muacks* to u :)

PLayed Keppel today and played really bad.. Oh wells.. I have to think positive and look toward the future! At least I pitched in and had a Birdie on the last hole! That was an awesome shot I must say! its about 30 - 40m.. Uphill and I have to hit it over the bunker.. It was just a totally awesome shot.. I couldn't see the ball roll in.. I hit it and went straight towards the pin and my frens just told me its in the hole.. ain't it awesome to end a bad day with a good shot! *I feel good* Although we carried our bag and played 18 holes.. I dun feel tired at all... Must be all the gym training I have been doing.. I just have to control my diet now and eat healthy, so i can lose my big tums~

Wore my new contact lens today! its super comfy.. It doesn't get dry so fast as the previous one.. and its just very comforatble to wear them.. its kinda expenive but.. $48 for a month and half. Oh wells.. Its things like that I can't avoid to spend $$ on.. Hmm.. Been waking up too early these few days.. but its all good.. Feel like I have achieve something everyday! Got myself a training partners.. Geri and Lorene.. Hopefully we can train hard together and make RCC proud and achieve wat we all wanting to achieve..

Gonna get some new clubs with steel shafts soon! HUrrays! Gonna try it out at Cathay on Friday and If I like it we gonna get it..! yay! The next thing that will be going is my driver! wanna get the Taylor Made driver, CAlled Burner.. the newest one.. pretty ex but.. guess I won't be able to get it until a few months later. =( I want it badly though.. sigh... N I need new wedges too and a 3 wood.. haha.. Ya, I know I want alot of things but they are necessity~ :)

JUst cut my hair this evening.. Cut it short, about 2 - 3 inch shorter than before. Well.. it look alright I guess.. I dun really hate it but I dun really like it either.. I guess I will find out tomorrow.. Just gonna chill and have some ME time now.. WAtch some DVD's and start a fresh day tomorrow :) ..

*Fine, Whatever, I DUN CARE!*

I am SOoo Tired...

I feel like Puking..

My eyelids are heavy..

Yet I am getting BAD night sleeps!

I hate u Pillow.. I hate u!

Well.. Had a nice weekend as usual! HMmm m weekends are normally goodzzzzs... Didnt manage to go to gym though, cos CY is sick and we have to work its all good :)..

Will have a super busy week ahead.. Really hope that I can still manage to make time to meet up with Brad during the weekends. So tomorrow/today will be playing golf at 7:35am a RCC.. Tueday will be Changi CC @ 7:45 tee off.. Wednesday is at Kepple 2pm tee off. Friday will be at Changi league game time is not confirmed yet, but its probably in the morning. Have to rush in to work or go to golf after work after all the games.. Have to work on Saturday and Sunday as CY is overseas. So yer.. Sigh.. Keep my fingers crossed.. =)

Must work extra hard in gym this week and RESIST temptation! Damn u Junk Food! DAMN u to Hell!!!

Righto, Bed's time!

*Treasuring the days that I am with u*

I had so much fun with my friends tonight!

I didn't drink much, cos drinking brings sorrow! SO I am a good Girl!

I feet is so sore from Dancing! Wheee...

I will post some photos tomorrow!

Hope I can sleep well tonight!! Zzzzz..

*I can't help it*

So I has so much fun for the past few days... I couldn't digest the happiness that is given to me.. Kinda make me feel sad.. But everything happens for a reason and its just a cruel game call Love.. haha.. I sound so sedimental...

Anyway, let me tell u my happinesses!

We went out on Friday to listen to Brad n Shawn spin at a place called Hideout.. A really nice and cosy place. Brad did a really good job! *so proud* Totally enjoy my night there, Thankies to Yance and Bee coming over that night! Catch up and had a few shots.. Finally ended our night at HIdeout about 3am.. NIce night out and knowing alot of people..

Saturday is the usual "sleep till I can't sleep anymore day".. hur hur.. So I woke up at bouts 1pm? haha.. Then we head out to City Hall to eat lunch at New York New York. Had a nice lunch and Brad made me a cotton candy... :) After lunch we went to Watch a movie called Fractured, Nice movie. Oh, Brad gave me a surprise when we get to the cinema. He bought the Gold Class Tickets instead of the normal ones.. Wow.. am I happy.. Smiling from ear to ear.. They have recliner chair, Blanket and having the person I love sitting by my side just makes me wanna cry.. U know.. so many happiness!

After the movie we went to Sentosa on the monorail! Went to see the laser show pretty cool show.. then we went for dinner at some restaurant near the beach. HAd Fish n Chip *yumcious* and had this drink its long Island Tea with Pineapple juice.. HorriBle!If u want to ask me.. haha... regrets.. :p.. Then we went to CAfe Del Mar... NIce nice place.. They have beds on the beach! Its nice just sitting there looking up the sky CHilling and sipping my Mango Magarita! Then we went back.. really really exhausted!

Anyways, back to work on Monday.. N went to Brad's place to cook CAbonara! He seemed to like it so it good :) .. Had a few drinks and sleep early to go to Zoo today.. Zoo was pretty good and tiring.. The show was good and I really want a Sealion as a pet now! Had a really nice few days..

Lots of Happiness so many that I dun ever want to lose it.. I scared I will start being Self Fish, I am So scared that I can't control my emotions, my thoughts about how hard is it to let it go when the day come.. I am Scared to lose the person I love so much.. Its all so confusing and complicated.. But I have see it coming.. I just wanna spend the rest of the time u r here together.. Cos u never fail to make me smile.. I love u.. *hugs*

*There is no forever happiness*